You can Become the Person You Really Want to be.

 

1. Down deep inside, we all know the kind of person we really want to be.

 

Have you ever noticed down deep inside you there is an urge toward goodness?   It's a quiet drive, but a steady one, always prompting us toward the good, the right, and the just.  It's as if we have an inner ideal telling us what we really ought to be.

            You've probably noticed this "inner ideal" at work in your own life.  You've sensed the urge to do good to other people. You can probably recall times when you were prompted to be absolutely honest even when stretching the truth might bring you personal benefit.  Or perhaps you have sometimes sensed this inner ideal urging you to help someone in distress. Maybe you helped them, maybe you didn't, but you probably recognize what I'm talking about when I say there is this inward ideal in all men and women prompting them toward good.

            This inward ideal is common to human beings everywhere in the world.  It is always there prompting us toward honesty, compassion, justice, kindness, loyalty, devotion, but most of all... to love.  All men and women have been designed with this inner imprint of rightness.  We all know down deep inside the kind of person we ought to be.  Not only do we know what we should be, we have a desire to actually become like this inner ideal.  It is perhaps our deepest trait prompting all human progress and betterment of life. Have you sensed this inner prompting toward goodness in your life?

           

2. We all fall short of this inner ideal.

However, just like an arrow sometimes falls short of hitting its target, we have all discovered that our lives often fall short of this inner standard of right.  Though all humans have this inner drive toward good, no one fully lives up to their inner ideal.  We know what is right, but often we do not do it. 

            Instead of forgiving those who hurt us, we sometimes hold grudges.  Instead of helping someone in distress, we pass by in a hurry. We lie or cheat a bit, simply to better our own position even though our "better self" tells us otherwise.

            This is the common experience of human beings. We know what we want to be, yet we often fall short of this inner light.  When we live below our inner potential for good we feel guilt or shame.  Maybe we don't make a big deal about it.  And perhaps we have never shared these feelings with others, but all of us know that when we slip below our inner standards we feel bad... as if we're not being true to our real self.

            It seems we humans are destined to a life of inner frustration.  We have this inner prompting to do right, yet we repeatedly fall below this inner ideal.  Not that we always fall short.  We may follow these inner promptings more often than not.  Yet, when we don't obey these deep urgings and we do what we know is wrong we feel guilty deep down inside.  It is as if we have betrayed ourselves... or someone else.  We know what we want to be, down deep within us, yet we often fall short.  Have you ever sensed that you have lived below your inner ideal of good?

 

 

3. Good news... You can become the person you really want to be.

This wasn't written simply to say that we all recognize an inner ideal prodding us toward good.  Nor is it particularly startling to point out what all men and women everywhere have observed ‑‑ that they often live short of this inner ideal.  The good news is that you actually can become the kind of person you really want to be.  You really can!

            This may sound like pie‑in‑the‑sky dreaming to you, but it is true.  You really can become like that ideal person imprinted on your heart. It's not magic, nor is it easy or quick.  But it is possible.  There are thousands of people just like you who can honestly say that they are actually becoming the very persons they really want to be.  How?  How can you become what you really want to be?

            You won't change by simply trying harder. Men and women do not have the inherent power to become all they were meant to be.  Self‑discipline, self‑talk, auto‑suggestion, and determination can bring many changes in your life--at least for a while. But you and I both know that it takes more than self improvement strategies to raise us to our full potential.  Eventually we will hit a ceiling on change which we can't break through.  The human spirit is powerful, but ultimately it is limited in its energy to change us.

            So how can we change?  Where will we find the power to actually raise us to our full potential of goodness?  The answer is: In God.  Only God can actually change us into the persons we really want to be.  Don't run away.  You may have hostile feelings toward God or people who claim to speak for God.  Or you may simply be ignoring the whole God issue figuring, "I don't think there's anything to it."  Maybe you are angered at the mere mention of His name because of some injustice you have experienced in life or because of some past experience with someone who claimed to speak for God.  Or you may seriously doubt the existence of God, considering all the pain and anguish in the world.

            But please stick with this a little while longer and give this idea a fair shake in your own thoughts.  Let the ideas presented here turn over and over again in your mind.  Be open-minded.  Then decide for yourself.  You can decide whatever you want, but at least give these ideas a fair chance.  So don't leave now.  Read the rest of this little booklet with an open mind.

            God is a Spirit.  We can't see or touch God.  But God's invisible Spirit is everywhere.  God's Spirit prompts all the good things we humans do for each other.  God's Spirit brings what unity, love, peace, joy and hope that we humans experience.  This invisible Spirit is constantly at work among us bringing out the best in us.  In fact, God has designed you with your desire for good ‑‑ what we earlier called your "inner ideal."  You are imprinted with God's own image.

            In the deepest recesses of your nature you can sense what God is really like, and you want to become like this Ideal.    When you hunger to rise to your full potential, you are hungering to be more like God.  For God is the perfect standard of honesty, compassion, justice, mercy, tenderness, fairness, and most of all... of love.

            I don't mean to suggest that all of God's followers are like God!  There are some terribly poor examples of god‑likeness in churches.  And down through history thousands of people have been killed or tortured in the name of religion.  However, I'm not speaking of following a religion.  I am speaking of a relationship ‑‑ a personal relationship with God's invisible Spirit.

            God's Spirit is with you even now.  It is His Spirit which has been with you all along, and has been prompting this inner urge to do right.  The good news is, there is power to change you into the person you really want to be.  God has not left us only with an urge to live right ‑‑ He has provided a way to actually become what we really want to be.  This power is from God.  It is God.  You can receive this energy to change through a personal relationship with God.  You don't have to keep trying to change yourself, failing to see permanent improvement.  God's Spirit will come into your life and release new energy for you to actually become the person you really want to be.  Do you ever sensed God around and near you in life?

 

4. You could begin this new life today.

You can receive this changing power from God today.  You can begin a new life of becoming the person you really want to be.  You have already recognized that you sometimes live below God's ideal planted within you.  This is the same ideal the Bible talks about.  God's ideal ‑‑ the same one stamped down deep inside you ‑‑ is mentioned all through the Bible.

            But the best place to see God's ideal is neither written on your heart nor in a book.  The best illustration of God's ideal is the human being named Jesus who lived about 2,000 years ago.  Many others have been like God in one way or another.  But Jesus was God.  God has always been trying to get through to human beings... through nature, our inner urges toward good, and through the great prophets of old.  But in Jesus God Himself became human like you and I.  Jesus was 100% God and 100% human at the same time.  Jesus was the only person who ever perfectly lived up to the inner ideal. 

            All the rest of us have lived below God's standard stamped within us. We "fall short" of God's standard, and our own.  The technical term for such falling short of God's ideal is "sin."  And sin separates us from God and cuts us off from God's power to change us.

            Though Jesus lived up to the fullest potential of God, He was eventually killed.  People who knew better crucified Him on a cross.  He died and was buried like any other man or woman.  But three days later God actually raised Him from the dead, and He appeared to hundreds of people before returning to God. These followers believed in His coming back to life so strongly that they were willing to be put to death rather than deny the facts.

            After Jesus returned to heaven, God's Spirit came upon the group of followers He had left behind.  This Spirit ‑‑ really the "Spirit of Jesus" ‑‑ is still here today.  This Spirit is with you right now.  Your inner ideal yearns for the Spirit to come into your life and become an ally in changing you into the person you really want to be.

            But there is a hitch.  God's Spirit is not pushy.  The Spirit will not force itself into your life.  You must receive the

Spirit personally.  It is a decision only you can make.  Though God imprints the hearts of all men and women in the world with an inner ideal ‑‑ the desire to be like Jesus ‑‑ you must personally invite God's Spirit into your life.  When that Spirit energizes

your life, you will start becoming all you were meant to be.  Can you see any good reason why you wouldn’t like to begin this new relationship with God right now?

 

To receive the Spirit of God ‑‑ Receiving Jesus Christ ‑‑ you need simply to pray, ‑‑ which is talking to God.  Not some distant God far off in space.  But to the invisible Spirit of Christ which has been around you all the time.  Simply pray something like this:

 

"God, I know down deep inside what I ought to be.  You made me that way.  I admit I have lived short of this inner ideal, therefore I am a sinner.  I believe you exist and care about me.  Right now I receive the invisible Spirit of Christ into my life.  I am beginning a new relationship with You.  Beginning now I trust the Spirit of Jesus Christ to start changing me into the person I really want to be.  Thank you, God, for answering my prayer and forgiving my sins.  Thank you for coming into my life right now.  In Jesus name, Amen."

 

If you prayed this prayer, and really meant it, the invisible presence of Christ is now in your life.  You may not feel any different, or sense anything unusual right away.  But just as sure as you are you, God's Spirit is now living inside you.

 

Did you pray this prayer to God?

 

Did you mean it?

 

If you did, God's Spirit has come into your life right now and you have already began a new relationship with God.

 

NOW WHAT?  Start becoming the person you really want to be.

At the very moment you received the Spirit of Christ your status instantly changed with God.  God adopted you and the Spirit of Christ entered your life with power.  You are now a follower of Christ. You became a "child of God."  But this life with Christ is more than a change of status. It is more than joining a club or signing up for a team. It is a life ‑‑ a way of living, growing, changing, becoming.  If you seriously received Christ, you have already been born into this life.  But there is much growing and maturing to do.  

            You will notice a difference ‑‑ the Spirit of Christ is within you unleashing new power and energy to help you become all you were meant to be. Marriage is a good illustration of this idea.  A wedding ceremony or common covenant starts the life of marriage.  But a wedding doesn't make a marriage perfect.  Much growing, changing, giving, trusting and compromise will have to occur before a marriage will even become a good marriage, let alone a perfect one.  Likewise, beginning this special relationship with Jesus Christ starts a life ‑‑ a life of growing, changing, and becoming... everything you really want to be.  But you can become the person you really want to be.  The Spirit of Christ will constantly give you power to change.  And as time passes, you will notice‑‑and many around you will see ‑‑ that you are changing... becoming the kind of person you were intended to be, and that you always wanted to be down deep in your heart.

            As you grow in this new life as a follower of Christ there are several things you may want to remember.  Read these hints several times during the next few weeks to help you keep on track with this new way of living:

 

1. Watch for changes. 

If you seriously received Christ's Spirit into your life you will notice some significant changes over the next weeks and months.  It never fails to occur.  You may notice changed attitudes, different language patterns, new thoughts or desires, or maybe even some habit you've had for a long time will disappear or change.  Others may say something like, "You seem different, what's up?"  You will notice it too.  Not that you will become perfect overnight.  There are plenty of changes you'll still need to experience. But you will see some changes.  After all, that is what Christ's Spirit does in us ‑‑ begins changing us into the person we really want to be.

 

2.  Listen for the Spirit's voice. 

A quiet inner prompting, not usually an audible voice.  It will be similar to the urgings of the inner ideal you have always experienced, but stronger and clearer and closer than ever before.  The Spirit of God will begin nudging you to do some things, or to stop doing others. This inner nudging now comes with power to actually change.  God will never prompt you to change without providing the power to do it.  Changing may be painful, and it may take time. But you are sure to change.  Over a period of months and years you will see how much you are actually becoming the very person you always really wanted to be.  In fact, you will even become more than you even dreamed of ‑‑ this has been the experience of others who have walked this life. So, listen for that quiet voice inside you... and as God speaks, obey the voice, trusting the Spirit's power to change you.

 

3. Find out more about God. 

In the next few weeks you will notice one particular spiritual hunger arising ‑‑ interest in the Bible.  Perhaps you have read from the Bible when you were younger, or maybe you've never opened this book.  Maybe you tried to read in it once but it seemed too confusing or boring to you.  If you received the Spirit of Christ today the Bible will likely begin being of interest to you.  You are likely to feel yourself drawn toward finding out more about God and Jesus.  You will probably try to get a Bible somewhere and read in it.  If you start at the front and read straight through it will take forever (though sometime in the future you might want to try that.)  Most followers of Christ start by reading the book of John or Mark.  These tell what kind of person Jesus was and what we can become.  See if you are drawn to read the Bible during the next few weeks.  If so, get one of the modern easy‑to‑read versions and read in it.

 

4. Talk with God.

Most people call this prayer. But sometimes it is better to think of it as simply talking with God.  Remember, if you seriously prayed to receive Christ,  the Spirit of Christ lives within you.  You have a personal relationship with God.  Any relationship needs communication. God speaks to you through the Bible and the quiet promptings inside of you.  You speak to God through prayer.  Simply talk to God in your thoughts, on paper, or even right aloud.  Tell the Spirit everything that comes to your mind.  And watch how you will begin to sense God's quiet responses to your words.  Try it and see!

 

5. Find other followers of Christ. 

In the next weeks and months you will likely notice another thing.  You'll want to find some other followers of Christ.  You will want to talk with other people who have also received Christ's Spirit and are becoming changed people.  You might not understand this desire at first.   Maybe you've never even thought of going to church or a Bible study group. Or perhaps you attend regularly.  But you will likely notice a new hunger for friendship with someone who understands this new life with Christ.   You can usually find some in every church. 

            Sure, most churches have lots of people who aren't genuine followers of Christ.  However, if you allow the Spirit of Christ within you to draw you, you will inevitably be drawn toward other followers of Christ.  When you find a group of people who are becoming all God wants them to be, join them.  Settle into such a group where you will be challenged to keep changing.  A group where others are changing and willing to help you in your journey together.  These associations will provide a major boost toward your becoming the person you really want to be.

 

6. Tell others.  You may not want to at first.  You may even be fearful people will think you have gone off the deep end, or have "gotten religion."  But you will notice as you continue this walk with the Spirit of Christ that you will want to share what you have experienced with others.   You will likely discover some of your friends and associates have this same desire to become more like their inner ideal, and sharing your experience with them may help them find the power to actually start changing.  Perhaps you might like to share this little book with them, telling them it has been helpful to you.

 

 

YOU CAN BECOME THE PERSON YOU REALLY WANT TO BE.

 

             If you have not already prayed to receive the Spirit of Jesus Christ, and decided to become His follower, you can do so now.  Simply turn to God and pray seriously the kind of prayer outlined earlier in this booklet..  You'll never regret it!

 

 

                    ‑‑ Footnotes from the Bible ‑‑

 

1. Down deep inside, we know the kind of person we really want to be.

"So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him... God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from any of us."    Genesis 1:27,  Acts 17:27

 

 

2. We all fall short of this inner ideal.

"Yes, all have sinned; all fall short of God's glorious ideal."      Romans 3:23

 

 

3. Good news... You can become the person you really want to be.

"If anyone becomes a Christian he becomes a new creation inside; the old life has gone and new life has come!"                                       2 Corinthians 5:17

 

 

4. You can begin this new life today.

"God loved the world so much that he gave his only son, so that anyone who believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life...   To all who received him ‑‑ to those who believed on his name ‑‑ he gave the power to become children of God."                              John 3:16,  John 1:12

 

 

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If this writing has been helpful to you, please pass it on to someone else.  If you would like to discuss the ideas presented here, talk to somebody at a church or to the person who gave you this booklet.

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(c)1986 by Keith Drury